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:)  If you could help me find some jrock layouts, I'd be obliged.

Artists:

~GazettE

~xTRiPx

~D'espairsRay

~etc.

Artists that I DO NOT WANT D<:

~Megamaso

~Ayabie

~X Japan

~Serial Number

Currently Listening Gren-Auditory Impression 1. Guren see related

My emotions

can only be expressed through this pv:

 Gazette - Guren PV

All the emotions contained inside the song & pv are almost exactly how I feel on a typical everyday to day basis.  I really hope that I can get this cd.  Ruki's vocals perfectly match the mood and feelings that I never quite show.

I'm tired of living this kind of life.  These emotions that I can never seem to express.

Honestly, Gazette's music is perfect for someone like me.

The emotions produced by a single song.

Today was a truly disappointing day.  So disappointing that I cried in the car after I took Tiff home.  My mom truly disappoints me too.  I would cuss, but I think it's time for a change.  A change to be even more mature... whicn includes my feelings.  I wish I could make such beautiful songs like them.

Note to XANGA:  You spelled Guren wrong.  It's not Gren, it's Guren.  It would be nice if you spelled it correctly.

Oh, wow... Nothing good has happened here...  I ditched today's morning practice because my mom kept waking me up at 12 in the morning and I couldn't sleep... So, I read [Great Expectations] myself to sleep.  Lovely, ain't it. ;D  I've done nothing except for edit a little of the ch. 4 test, play video games, and [attempt at] essay.

New Year's Eve:  I chose to borrow Super Mario Galaxy.  I went home and played it for three and left the house to go rent movies.  The movies were Pirates of the Carribbean and Marie Antionette.  Blockbuster didn't have any anime movies.  :(  Then I played Super Mario Galaxy/Paper Mario until 1:30 in the morning.  The NHK program lasted until 1:17... Anyways, the artists I knew were: Ai Otsuka, WaT, TOKIO, [remembered Mihimaru GT,] and GACKT.  WTF?!!!  Gackt on the NHK program?!!! WTF?!!!  =.='''  I started screaming when I saw him.  My mom's asked me who it was.

Me:  That's Gackt.  The gaylords of gaylords. :) *laughs sinisterly*  I like his music, but he uses his image too much.  He looks less gay now.

Mom:  -.-''''

I also to have finished all the chapters for Super Paper Mario.  Hmm... All that's left is to try to collect the recipes and go through the 100 Trial.

New Years:  I completely stressed out because I was supposed to go to practice..  Oh, well...  Played Mario Galaxy for ~10 hours.  Had Korean BBQ for dinner.  It was delicious.

Today: Ditched practice due to lack of sleep.  I hope Tiff's not pissed... Played Mario Galaxy for ~6 hours.  Currently stressing about practice tomorrow... I seriously won't be able to swim correctly for most of the warm-up laps.  I planned out my day, but now it's all lagging... Gawd, procrastination sucks.

Things supposed to be done: Looking at the ch. 4 test [X], Reading Great Expectations [X], Essay [:O]

Wanting to finish by Saturday: Super Mario Galaxy [:)]

Things supposed to be done by Monday: Complete essay outline [ ], Finished reading Great Expectations [ ], Studied for HuG [ ]

I have about an hour to finish writing my essay.

Hours of video game played: ~30 hours... I even finished half the game.  Oh, my..  Then after winter break, I will stress about practice because games official start then.  Lovely ain't it...  I'll also be flunking my finals.

Hope ya'll had a Happy New Years.

Currently Listening Zero Hikari see related

Merry Christmas!

So, another year will soon pass by.  Merry Christmas everyone!

I'm a bit upset in my presents because my dad got me a Carrie Underwood cd, despite the fact he knows that I don't like American singers that much... -.-'''  And he got me a Christian teddy bear... (now I have to sleep in guilt)

But all in all, the gifts were pretty good.

The Gifts:

• Carrie Underwood cd
• Christian teddy
• an ipod alarm clock (that doesn't show the time)
• Roses are Red - James Pattersen (author of Women's Murder Club)
• $30 Borders Gift Card
• $25 Barnes and Nobles Gift Card
• $15 Borders Gift Card - Bri <3~
• Sweats - Tiffany <3~  I knew she got me clothes... (the sweats are an inside thing) Tiffany's the only person that gives me clothes
• Body souffle, shower gel, soap (apple & kiwi flavored)
• Cupcake flavored lip balm
• Raving Rabbids - Dad

The Christmas Predictions:

• clothes - Tiffany (my personal fashion person)
• stuffed animal
• Borders Gift Card
• CD
• clothes
• Stuffed animal
• Sam's Club/Wal-Mart Gift Card (leftovers from Dad)
• storage space holder (like a memory stick/card)
• Double Cross - Mom (she told me the wrong book. T.T)
• Wii Game - Dad
• unidentifyable object - Dad

As you can see, I've managed to guess 6 items correctly. XDD

Anyways, for breakfast I had 4 hot dogs and 8 pancakes... T.T We ran out of corned beef hash because I ate them all... ToT I'm full of regret... Aw~  Right now I'm talking to Ninkekun... My Norweigan (sp) friend! I have online friends because I'm so pathetic... XD Anyways I have water polo practice 6-9 from thurs-sat.  *sighs*

My mommy's being stupid... -.-'''  I'm test running her mp3 player.  I got no money this year because I owe my mommy $40... ToT  Lovely way to end the year, huh...Anyways, HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!

I really want SuG's I SCREAM PARTY mini-album... ToT  Takeru's so short, he's my height. XD Gotta love short asian guys.

 Here's the [probably] the last playlist of the year:

1. Attic - Dramatic PV
2. SuG - Love Scream Party PV
3. Nightmare - Raison D'etre PV
4. Various Artists - Animelo Summer Live 2007 PV
5. Kagrra, PV Preview
6. SID - Namida no Ondo

1.  Attic is basically Jun from Phantasmagoria.  His hair is really cute.  This songs has an interesting rhythm.  I overall like it.

2. SuG's so cute in this pv... I want to be the girl. D<  Gar... Takeru's so cute in this pv. XD LOVE!~ Looks kinda like lolita 23q, but the colors are easier on the eyes... -.-'''

3. Nightmare's song was one of the openings of Claymore.  I like this song despite the fact that I hate Nightmare.

4. The artists in this pv all have awesome voices.  I spotted the Ali Project!

5. The PV for one of the songs in their up-coming album, Core.  Isshi looks cute and a lot skinnier... Hmm... I liked his giant afro hair.

6. SID has yet to completely disappoint me with their newest media.  Gawd Mao looks so cool... *.* He looks more of his age now.  I love Mao... <3~  Gawd... *.* *.* *.* *.* *.* *.* *.* *.* *.* *.* *.* *.* *.* *.* *.* *.*

Music Japan

So, I've made a playlist for the Music Japan.

I love SID (new release).  The vids were from a couple of months ago.

1. Alice Nine. - White Prayer:  The only song I could find from them performed on this day.

2. Merry - Komorebi ga Boku wo Sagashiteru:  :| Not much to say.

3-5. Plastic Tree - mikka na ito; ?????????; hate red, dip it:  I like Plastic Tree.

6. SID: Two songs in the vid.  Gawd I love Mao (vo.) He's so cute!!!! New release.

7&8. Jealkb - ??; ????:  I hate the keyboardist...  BUTT UGLY.  I hate the glasses.  I never new that they were popular, they don't seem like it.

9. Gazette - Art Drawn by Vomit (Intro.); Hyena; Filth in the Beauty:  Filth in the Beauty sounds terrible, I'm sad.  They haven't had a good live version of Filth in the Beauty.  Hyena was pretty good, I love Ruki's walk. XD

10&11. Nightmare - the WORLD; Raisn d'être:  The irony, one of my most hated band.  Yet, I like two of their songs, Dirty and Raisn d'être.  They're both songs for Claymore.

12. MUCC - Ceiling: The only song that I could find from them performed that day.

I feel sad...  I think it was shown on tv.  T.T  *SOB*

Gawd...  I'm so depressed, but only music can cheer me up.  Nothing else.  How sad. ;(

I hate bitches like my dad. Playing against Troy tomorrow.